Do what you feel like doing, at the moment

People can lock themselves up in their rooms, trying to make themselves feel less guilty while not being productive. I'm might not be a super nerd, but at least I feel good about myself while I try.

Today, realizing that everybody needs their personal space, i decided to do something that i haven't done a long while. To do something that i wanted to do, at the moment. In other words, to be impulsive.
I went to second cup just before they stop serving to grab myself a cup of con panna. That another classy drink I like to order. I then headed to a random lecture hall and started to do some work, cause the library is closed, it's the only place I can find to study. So after working for a while and feeling productive, I did the irrational. I took the car out to the arcade, spent a whooping total of $2 then headed over to the tea shop for paper hot pot.
At the arcade I met an old friend who i met, ironically, through playing arcade games. It was nice seeing old buddies, especially when they too have the me interest as you. It was also nice to see a classmate from Chinese class working at the tea shop, made me feel so much at home with the warm welcoming.
This all made me realize how much i wasn't being myself for the past few months. I thought i was trying to be a better self, but it didn't come it the way I had expected it to be. I'm going to take a break from all this shat and do whatever i want, whenever i want.
People can lock themselves up in their rooms, trying to make themselves feel less guilty while not being productive. I'm might not be a super nerd, but at least I feel good about myself while I try.

Posted from my iPad, in my tub